Its Tuesday and I have been back to work since Monday. It sucks. I dont want to work. People still say stuff to me daily and I wish they would just drop it. I know they mean well though.
It's lonely at home. The kids are in bed by 8:30 pm and then I just sit around for hours bored. Im not even that into any tv shows anymore. It just isnt the same.
I cant sleep. I wake up around 2-3 am with anxiety. It isnt even anxiety over anything good though. It's dumb shit like I am going to oversleep, or no one will be there to pick Dragan up when he gets out of school, or people at work are going to be mad at me, or my dog is going to knock down the stupid freaking fence. I guess I need to go back to the drs. and get something for the anxiety. Its hard to function on 5 hrs of interrupted sleep.
3 more days til the weekend. The kids are all home this weekend so it doesnt much matter,.. it will just be nice to not have to get up at 7 am. We are going to decorate for Halloween and go look for costumes.