Although I think I am handling things amazingly well, I havent been sleeping very good and I have anxiety that comes and goes. Its not that I feel depressed, just overwhelmed at times and worrying that something bad is going to happen to me and I will leave my kids without a mother. Im hoping to get some meds from the dr. on Wed. to help me through this.
I feel as though i should start cleaning out Mom's room too, but then i start to feel guilty. What kind of daughter am I for wanting to get rid of her things so quickly? Im afraid to do it, although i know leaving it sit wont bring her back.