The day is coming. No matter how much i dont want to think about it, its still going to come. I cant change time, although I would give anything to be able to right now.
Last year at this time, I was in Virginia with Lisa and Amber. My brother and SIL were in Ocean City on vacation. We called Mom a few times a day to check on her. She sounded fine and said she would see us in a day or two. When i got home, I found out practically since I had been gone, she had been vomiting non-stop. She didn't want to worry us or ruin our vacations, so instead, she didn't mention it. The next day she went back into the hospital. The news we got was devastating. The cancer had spread and there was nothing else left they could do. She came home from the hospital on August 31st on hospice care. 12 days later it was all over. I was an idiot to think she had months left.