Well, its been awhile since i have felt like updating. Nothing new. I upped my meds and hoping they start working a little better soon. I took a Christmas wreath and vase of fake flowers to mom's grave a few days ago. It looks like they are getting ready to put her stone in soon. I didnt stay long. I took the kids over sat. to see the wreath and stuff and Dragan wanted to stop by since he was finally 5 on that day. I was sad mom wasnt around to see him turn 5 but i know she was watching over him at the bowling party.
I wish she would give me some kind of sign that she is around. But, who knows, i might be getting signs but just missing them. I feel like Im waiting for George Burns to walk in and tell me she is fine up there.